I feel like Christian girls have been taught to wait patiently for their prince charming to come and sweep them off their feet. Maybe that also has to do with all the Disney movies I grew up watching. It is all about waiting for him to come and find you. There is nothing wrong with waiting patiently and I do not want to push myself into something that is not according to God's will. But sometimes it seems so passive to me. Is love really going to come and find me? How much is waiting patiently for God's will for your love life and how much is actively taking risks and putting yourself out there? Where do you draw the line? I honestly believe that until I am content in God I will not be ready for a relationship. I believe that God is working on both me and my man to be ready at the same time. But is God going to give me a notice to inform me when I am officially content? Then will God drop my future man at my feet? How will I be able to know then? How does this work? How active am I supposed to be?
What if...
My man was already at my side all along and I just failed to see him because I kept forcing some things that are not going to happen? or What if my man has been patiently waiting ever since? OR, what if I'm just so scared to fall in love and get hurt, again?
I'm not yet sure about this feeling, but I know that good thing comes to those who wait. There will come a time that I don't need to have second thoughts. One day, i'll be very sure of with someone. I know, one day, God will make our paths crossed when both of us are ready. :)
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