BOK.

 I don’t know what words to be use for me to catch your attention but I think I just caught your attention. Hahaha. Pointless ae? Anyway, I just wanna let you know that I’m very thankful to have someone like you.  I know even though we never had a commitment before but deep in our hearts there is this something that constantly connects us even though time had set us apart.  Honestly, the time when I had to decide whom to choose, It wasn’t really easy at all but that doesn’t mean I wasn’t faithful enough to you or to the things I told you and made you feel—you know what I mean. Well maybe that’s just how God planned it. I know I will always have a special part in your heart and you will also have a special part in my heart even if it means being just friends. There’s nothing wrong with that right? :)

I’m really thankful for the love shared and for the time you spent with me during those times I really needed someone to pamper my childish acts. I believe that what you showed me before weren’t lip services because aside from your actions, you also made me feel that I should be given importance and be respected well.

I know that I have hurt you in any way but you know that I was deeply sorry for the pain I caused you. I talked with you and explained to you 8 months ago that sometimes, it’s not always a matter of choice.  I am hurt when I read your comment to a status in a fan page saying “she left me hanging”. Did I? Or maybe that wasn't for me?? :) ‘cause you know what? I explained to you why I needed to chose the other right? :(

I’m doing this because I fully understand what you felt before. Though it’s more painful in my case yet, I now understand that it’s never really easy to have a broken heart

I cannot say that this is karma because karma is for Hindus. Kidding ;) I don’t believe in karma but I believe that in every action, there’s an equivalent reaction. 

I am happy because you’re completely happy now and the thought that you and I are still friends despite of the things we’ve been through like- deleting you in my fb, deleting my tagged posts in your wall, ignored text messages and many other kid stuff actions...  still, we’re friends and that is more important to me now.

Funny it may seem, I consider you as my boy version :) I don’t know if you noticed that.

Ciao!

PS.  Didn’t you know that you taught me to be more faithful to Him? Now you know :) God is always good so always be STILL.

FRIENDS FOREVER TA PERO SOLID SMART KA! HAHA :D

-sweetie <3